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Friendship isn't about..Friendship isn't about who came first and who you've known the longest. Its about who came and who stayed. ♥
sometimes you gotta be your own hero...sometimes you gotta be your own hero and save your own little heart,
because sometimes the people you can't imagine living without,
can actually live without you.
when I'm upsetwhen I'm upset
I shut myself down.
I have no motivation for anything.
I tell myself that nobody cares,
even though I know some do.
I think off all the negative things
I can possible think of.
I give myself all the pain,
thinking I deserve it.
I'm not sure why I do that,
but that's just how I am.
i give up...I'm done ... I give up.
I'm just tired of everything.
I'm tired of trying and not succeeding.
I'm tired of being lied too.
I'm tired of forcing a smile, a laugh everyday of my life.
I'm tired of lying to people to protect myself.
I'm tired of living.
I'm tired of being judged.
I'm tired of feeling broken ,hurt ,lost ,alone ,sad ,anger, almost breaking down and that burning sensation.
I'm tired of not being able to live the life I want to.
I'm tired of everyone trying to fix everything, just keep it broken.
I'm tired of people not being able to see the signs that I'm in pain.
I'm tired of everyone ignoring that I'm in pain.
I'm tired of everything and everyone.
I'm so fucking tired of society saying "oh you're perfect" then judged you, and says "oh you self-harm, you must be emo, oh that poor girl that killed herself" nobody care unless your dead. but what about the other people that suffer and that are so fucking tired of everything... I guess you never thought of that, did you?...
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